I fall in love a thousand times a day, but really I’m just trying to find a reason to love myself.

“When something goes wrong, I’m the first to admit it.
I’m the first to admit it–and the last one to know.”

But then, how many people have the guts to blame themselves, or else, to point at real faults of theirs as a cause?

Not me! I have too much faith in myself as a good human being, and even if I did it would be privately, and not to the rest of the world.

And I take all the pain and criticism they throw back. I guess that once you love somebody, you’ll stick by them, no matter what. I know I would.

Being IN love, however, is a totally different matter for me. I get a crush on every other good-looking guy that so much as looks at me twice. Although, my standards pretty high, so that complicates things somewhat. I pick appart every flaw, disect inch by inch, until all that’s left are skeletons in the cupboard. So there’s never been any progression past the ‘crush’ stage.
[but I do have 2 guy friends that I love- in the platonic sense- and will love, forever]

Sometimes I think I’m flawed, but aren’t we all? We wouldn’t be human otherwise.

And I was stating why it is that we easily fall in love. We easily fall in love with the feelings associated with it, as listed before. Sometimes we don’t pay attention to who the actual person is who is distributing this attention and these feelings. Really, what I mean to say is that love is just one big confusing ball of mess! And pretty much everyone knows that. Rationalizing it is impossible.

Yes, if you fall in love often, chances are you do get your heart broken often. Or you do the heartbreaking, but that also has some hefty repercussions.

Peaceful understannding, patience and joy in existing together IS a part of love. A large important part.